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|Monday, November 20th, 2006|
|Yep, I still alive
It feels like forever since I have last posted. I have just been so busy lately I'm working 40+ hours and I'm taking 13 hours, so I'm just spread a little thin.
And I just got the internet again so yeaaa.
|Thursday, January 26th, 2006|
|Still not dead yet
I have updated in I don't know how long, so I figured it was time. You know not having the net and being swamped with crap to do doesn't help to keep up with these things.
Lets see, Still with the same girl as last time, still at the same job. My car died on me so I now have a nice little truck. But the thing is that the truck is a standard which I didn't know how to drive when I got it. So I'm having to learn just by driving around.
So, that is all for now I will update again another day.
|Friday, July 8th, 2005|
I just don't get it when ever really need to talk to someone, no one can answer thier phone.
|Tuesday, May 24th, 2005|
You are 42% Rational, 57% Extroverted, 57% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant.
|You are the Schoolyard Bully! You focus more on feelings than rationality, and thus tend to be driven by your emotions. You are probably easy to anger or annoy, for instance. You are also an extrovert who wouldn't mind having a lot of attention, although you may not always get it. Another character trait you possess is your brutality, manifested by the fact that you tend to be aggressive and do not care about the well-being of others. Also, you exhibit signs of humility, leading one to conlude that you are actually insecure, because very few people are truly humble AND brutal. Thus, like any schoolyard bully, you seek constant attention for yourself and have no issues with administering beatings because you are quite emotional and easy to upset. Not only that, but your insecurity may be a prime motivation for your brutality. As psychologists have noted, most schoolyard bullies only pick on others because they have a negative self-image. This could possibly be true of you. In short, your personality defects are your brutality, extroversion, irrationality, and your possible insecurity. Go pick on someone your own size! |
To put it less negatively:
1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.
2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.
3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.
4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.
Your exact opposite is the Haughty Intellectual. (Bullies like to beat up nerds, after all.)
Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Bitch-Slap, the Capitalist Pig, and the Class Clown.
If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.
The other personality types:
The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
|My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:|
||You scored higher than 30% on Rationality|
||You scored higher than 56% on Extroversion|
||You scored higher than 69% on Brutality|
||You scored higher than 7% on Arrogance|
Slit your throat and leave you in a gutter bitch
|Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005|
danm I'm bord, but I have an ass load of work.
You are 76% pure
|My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:|
||You scored higher than 40% on purity|
|Friday, March 11th, 2005|
Spirng break is here and I still have nothing planned. I was going to Austion but that fell though, (that is why I don't plan things).
I have a job now, but I don't think it will be enoght to cover my expesnes. I need to make at lest 240, idealy 480 or 360, so I'm going to somehow work more. But I just can't because there isn't anything to do, and I just don't want to get paid to sit around when I suppost to be doing something, it just dosen't feel right.
Another intresting thing, I almost died today. On I35 some guy started moving into my lane rather quickly so I move to the right shaply to avoid it, and so once he notices I was there he moved back and so did I. It dosn't sound like much but keep in mind that we were both going at least 80mph and this all occured in less that an second. I wasn't all that shaken up nor did I loss my head, but you know it dose keep things in perspecitve.
And I got a new shirt, but I don't think anyone noticed. Although someone did say something about the sunglasses, for I was wearing them inside.
One more thing, the girl I'm kind of intersted in has a blind date with someone. Current Mood: Angry????-wasn't I just sad?
|Tuesday, March 1st, 2005|
|Sunday, February 27th, 2005|
|Madess, but there is method in it
Here are some pointless facts
In California it is illegal for "ugly" people to walk the streets
In Texas it is illegal to cuss in the presents of vegetables.
Elephants are the only land animals that cannot jump
Wine drinkers on averge have a higher IQ than drinkers of beer
Children who are breast fed display IQ's up to 10 points higher until age of three
When preservations, coloring, dyes and artificial flavors were removed from the cafeteria menus in New Your school district researchers found that 70,000 out of one million children performed two or more IQ grade higher than before.
The average sneeze travels around 70 mph
Snakes do not have eyelids
The phrase "a bug in the system" refers to when a moth was crush in the gears of the Mark II computer and caused a malfunction
Kangaroo means "good to eat" in the native Australian tongue
Fuck is an acronym for Fornal Unlawful Carnal Knowledge
Manure was originally shipped in the lower decks but the fumes caused expositions, so they shipping high in transit and so the carts were labeled "SHIT"
The phrase "hold your horses" was coined by the Ringling brother's circles, for the smell of the elephants would cause people's horses to buckle
The first corndog was that the Texas state fair
Blue were originally made blue because early copy machines couldn't read
Negro is a Spanish word for black
Fingernails and hair do not grow after death but skin actually shrinks giving the allusion of growth
The state bird of Utah is a seagull
Kansas has been proven to be flatter than a pancake
Until the early 1900’s the official slogan of the Democratic Party was “The white man’s party”
It is possible to rent the entire country of Liechtenstein, for parties, and the such which can be done here http://www.rentastate.com/start.html
It is illegal for two Christens pilots to fly a single airplane due to the Rapture, because if they both ascend to heaven the plane will crash, no joke this is a real law
The average shelf life for a Twinkie is three weeks
The word Halleluiah is the same in all languages
Deers cannot distinguish the color orange
Cats are indifferent on pictures of bearded men.
|Thursday, February 10th, 2005|
|I realy was this bord
Take the quiz: "Which famous dictator are you?"
You're Adolf Hitler! You're the most famous, psychotic, genocidal madman ever to taint the pages of history books! You're a fascist. Anyone who questions you is quickly dealt with... Sure, you're a little compulsive and needy but you've accomplished a LOT, as far as MURDERING, TERRORIZING and CONQUERING go! Bottom line: You're out of your mind and you have a superiority complex the size of the sun. You're one egocentric freak.
|Thursday, February 3rd, 2005|
|I like this quiz
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.
Image Copyright Sheila Wolk (prints available
through treefreegreetings.com) - words added by
myself. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla
|Tuesday, February 1st, 2005|
|Just a thought
Trust and promise is like a house of cards, one nick and they all will fall.
I have sworn never to draw blood, and just a flick of the wrist, a painless swipe, I will be free.
A thousand secrets to keep
A thousand things never to do
A thousand things to always do
Free from all of them, and that is why a can never do it. Current Mood: I have a mood?
|Saturday, January 29th, 2005|
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
 Who are you?
 Are we friends?
 When and how did we meet?
 How have I affected you?
 What do you think of me?
 What's the fondest memory you have of me?
 How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
 Do you love me?
 Have I ever hurt you?
 Would you hug me?
 Would you kiss me?
 Are we close?
 Emotionally, what stands out?
 Do you wish I was cooler?
 On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
 Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
 Am I loveable?
 How long have you known me?
 Describe me in one word.
 What was your first impression?
 Do you still think that way about me now?
 What do you think my weakness is?
 Do you think I'll get married?
 What about me makes you happy?
 What about me makes you sad?
 What reminds you of me?
 What's something you would change about me?
 How well do you know me?
 Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
 Do you think I would kill someone?
 Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
|Monday, January 10th, 2005|
Today was the first day of classes it feels good to have a reason to wake up in the morning. I saw
many people I haven’t seen in a month, and slowly meeting more people. I still don’t know how I’m going to
afford all my books. Nevertheless, I will find a way with some hard work, ingenuity, a few cut corners and
a little help from God.
Another major thing is that I finally sold my plasma, and was paid 25 dollars for it. And in all
honesty it wasn’t that bad, in fact giving blood is much worse than plasma donation.
|Tuesday, January 4th, 2005|
|What is today
Today was the first back day of school for my little sister so I had to get her ready. A ritual that I have not performed in months, but all in all it went smoothly. Then my unproductive midday of sleeping and watching a movie, Shaue of the Dead, the best romantic zombie movie ever, after my insidious laziness was satisfied, I did some light cleaning, and then off to SAC for attempted payment. After standing in line for a while I was informed the my finical aid check was not there but was mailed to me so I simply got my bill in wait for this check. Oddly the bill said I didn't owe any money I think I'm just misreading it. For my next excursion I attempted to sell my plasma. I waited there for hours, and after about 3 of these interval had passed I finely got the physical for it, but, nevertheless, I decided I had been there long enough to come back to actually make the donation. By this time it was 6:00 and I was suppose to meet a friend at the Borders in the quarry shopping center. With only a few wrong turns and a small venture into the cuts I made there fine, but upon my arrival I checked my phone message and discover that my friend had been delayed for an hour. So, I could have donated with time to spare, alas I will have to make a second trip, moreover, this delay cause me to wonder around the store. This is only the seconded time I have ever been to the place. Though my wondering coupled with a gift card I was able to procure a copy of Don Quixote, I have yet to read far into it, but from having the only preface I have ever enjoyed it shows great promise.
Once my friend finally arrived we wonder about having offbeat conversation. I had a good time, and to top it off I found a good way home a straight shot.
Here is a scrap of writing I found in my infamous red composition book That is today?
Is it a day of mourning or a day of rejoice
Is today a day to be cursed or revered, remembered or forgotten
Today is a day like may of days and the only significances it holds is what we give it.
|Monday, January 3rd, 2005|
I have a feeling of such uselessness I just have nothing real to do I hate it. I can seem to do anything anyway. I want to say more, I just have nothing to say. So I leave you with a chouse from a song somewhere.
The sun might as well not shine if you’re always inside
And you can never see the forest for the trees
Because I live in the house of broken dreams
|Thursday, December 30th, 2004|
|Born out of bordness
Free Account Edition
||[Bad username: Elefontteanaenae]
User Number: **********
Number of Posts: 13
|The odd enigma, a refection of one's self, this entity as the writing it's self is just a refection of the writer who is a refection of society and those who surrounded me.
|Strengths: Friendly, easily amused, Knowledgeable
|Weaknesses: Inability to spell, memory loss, acquires the flaws of others around, conformist, annoying, lazy
|Special Skills: can appear with mention of name, Can appear seeming out of nowhere, ability to do what is needed, can empathize with anyone about almost anything
|Weapons: Staffs, bow, cane, many knifes, a hatchet, and my bare hands
|Word of the night: I am not who I was, just what I am, and changing once more to what I will become.
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|Tuesday, December 28th, 2004|
Christmas was good for me lets start with the unimportant things, the stuff. I got a people leash, a cell phone, so I can be reached at anytime of the day or night now. I got normal stuff candy, money ($50), and gift cards, stuff for my car, and oddly enough 3 manicure sets, so I will have trimmed, filed and clean nails, after all they do need a weekly upkeep unless I lest I let them grow out again. Despite there the work they need I still think that 3 of the sets is execute, but I digress.
On Christmas day my family went to Victoria, TX, where the night before I snowed, about 14 inches of it. This is the first time it snowed on Christmas since 1918, and the first time I have seen a white Christmas since I was a very small boy living in Oregon. So we played in the snow having fights walking around in it to hear the snow bark, and my sister, myself, my mother, and my father made a snowman with dragontear eyes, a carrot nose and smoking a cigarette, truly a sight to behold.
Over all it was a good visit, I saw some of my family that I haven’t seen in some time, and now my Great Grandmother is staying with us for a while. She comes to visit every so often and my father wants her to moving in with us, but we shall see what happens.
This Monday I saw a movie with a friend, the Darkness. The movie sucked, another Ring knock-off, but the company was good. Something I needed psychology, I have been on this lonely no one cares trip, I blame the 3rd moon of Jupiter and my house. Plus this thing with my dog, I think the old girl has worms, another sine of her coming mortally. It’s not like she hasn’t had a good run I have had her for at lest 12 years, but still…
|Tuesday, December 14th, 2004|
|A good idea
I have been toying around thinking over different philosophies and things I have learned over my life, so I deicide to compile in to a list of rules and glide lines:
1. Never mess with time
2. Always reload
3. If it looks like bad idea, sounds like a bad idea, it probably is
4. Listen to other people's idea especially if they conflict with your own, for there is nothing more satisfying then proving them wrong on every point if you can't maybe you should rethink where you stand
5. In life there are only 3 objects that should take concern, food, transpiration, shelter, and clothing, these detriments your status in society
6. Learn to let things go, it helps
7. Haulages are scary stay away
8. Life is hard and it just gets harder, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t get better
9. If you planed to get drunk, high, ect, get all you stuff, smokes, food, and stuff before you do the stuff. Going out high, drunk or whatever, is the best way to get in trouble.
10. drive legal, the police keep the same routs and they will just keep pulling you over for the same stuff util you get it fixed.
11. Ever so offend take a chance, apply for the position, ask the person out, most of the time the worst thing that can happen is they say no, and your no worse off then when you started, for an old man has no greater regret than the burring question of "what if"
12. If it is worth doing it is worth doing right, and if it is not worth doing then why bother
13. When you go to sleep after a night of drinking, sleep on your stomach so you don't choke on your own vomit, lost a lot of good musicians like that
14. Get plenty of sleep, it has enumerated benefits
15. Nothing impossible, just highly improbable
16.If something is important to you take care of it
17. The long you wait to look the hard it is to find
18. Do not fear things, for fear cause rash and foolish actions, but respect keeps you alive.
19. Listen to older people, and learn form there mistakes
20. If you try and have it all most of the time you wined up with nothing
21. Trust your gut it will keep you alive
22. If a situation feels weird leave, run.
23. Never be ashamed of what you do, if you are quite
That’s all for now
|Friday, December 10th, 2004|
I AM FUCKING PISSEDS. Thank God I didn't hurt anyone. I found my dammed degree plan and I don’t need one or two classes I’m taking. Furthermore, I’m not even taking enough hours it is supposed to be about 18 hours a fucking semester and I’m only taking 12 like a lazy son of a bitch. SO I’m not even going to get any where near the field until I’m close to fucking 30. Danmit, I’m not going to able to get a job in the field I want until I’m fucking 30 twelve fucking years, that’s dammed insane. I’m was so fucking pissed I bashing in my desk and took a chuck out of my arm. I wonder how bad I’m hurt, I can’t really feel right now I’m a little drunk, I don’t think it is bad. But danmit, I have to take like sing, what the fuck dose sing language have to do with chemistry. I’m going to go finish that bottle to go to sleep. Current Mood: pissed off